Struggles

Living, breathing, walking absent-mindedly for hours on end, and other random crap that I just felt like doing are a part of my everyday life.  Why do I constantly seem to be decending into madness with every step that I orchestrate?  I'm like a ship in the eye of the storm.  No matter where I go danger will attack my hull.  I'm living it up in college, but recently things have kinda sucked.  I've been screwed over time and time again.  This is possibly some of the hardest ordeals I've ever faced.  I'm trying to find help so I can keep my scholarships and prevail in life, but nature seems to be constantly against me.  I'm still wondering as to why I haven't crashed yet.  I guess I can thank my parents for raising me to be as tenacious and hard-working as I am; however, I seem to have fallen into a trial that would appear impossible to face.  When such struggles and strife drag this measly vessel, stress appears to overthrow the engines.  I will not give into my doubts; although, it would help if someone would ally with me.  Maybe I should attempt a little at alliance formations and other such group related organizations.  I have decided to pass my classes and to succeed.  May God forever take care of me until my conflicts cease.